Im stuck

I am stuck. There is no other way to describe it. Everynight, everyone i know goes out and stays up late and has a good time and i hear about it the next day. But most mornings i have work, and the nights where i dont have work the next day, im too tired to stay up past midnight. I fucking HATE working. Mainly the whole waking up at 4:30a to make some old guys coffee. I had a day off today, so last night i tried staying up to work on my portoflio (heyelefante.com), and as soon as it hit 11:45 i was out like a light sitting my computer chair. I feel like a prisoner. I have fallen asleep at some pretty bad times, and with my schedule full with work, friends, family, music, design, and a girlfriend it leaves me no time to go to bed at a decent time or even nap(like the old man i am becoming). And come to think of it, i have fallen asleep during/with all 6 of those i just stated.... in the past WEEK.....damn. And as i sit here at 1am i am reminded that i work tomorrow(today) in 5 hours.....yet i am wide awake.

So as i sit back and repeatedly press play on Guster's "Satellite" on my myspace page, i am going to find a stopping point for building my portfolio(which suddenly stopped working correctly(for fucks sake)) and slide into bed....maybe just lay there awake until 2.

A well earned trip to Idaho is coming up for me and the boys....i think its just what i need.

I am a huge asshole

With the help of Google Analytics i can see what search terms people use to find pages on my blog. This made me think of a fun experiment. I am now going to list random terms that would seem popular in todays society and see if it spikes my page counts. Yes, I am a huge deceiving dick head, but it'll be fun trust me.

Michael Jackson

Billy Mayes

Patrick Swayze
Brittany Murphy

Jay Z

Beyonce

XXX

2 girls 1 cup

barf

dead

found alive

zombies

Barack Obama

new house

dog

overdose

movie

recipe

christmas

valentines day

st particks day

thanksgiving

halloween

Kanye West

Wild things

The

Apartment

shooting

drug bust

flying

crash

xbox

ps3

fire extinguisher

naked

arrested

charges

Gary Busey

1980's

1990's

1970's

1960's

50's

40's

sesame street

alphabet soup

nickelodeon

E!

Fox

CNN

Breaking news

coverage

Kardashian

sex tape

poop

stars

Steve Jobs

Apple

Mac
Windows 7

bankrupt

robbery
Twilight
Edward
Jacob
Blink 182
Greenday
Taylor Swift
white house crashers

I think that'll do for now. Maybe I'll add some later